well, i got one right now.. ive been feeling this about .... maybe 2 months after my first day at work.. i had this constant feeling that im not in my proper place, a feeling that im doing something that i think i should be doing??are you still with me??well i thought i already passed this stage/phase in my life ... but all of sudden it started coming back to me.. i started seeing things in that point of view again.. and i feel emptiness in my heart because i have no answer for it.. not even my brightest mind can think or reason out of this...
and maybe your wondering what is that question that is bothering me..
well here it goes.
"i feel like im not suppose to have this job.
yet i cant get out of it because no one is going to replace me.
yet i dont want to live my life with this job forever,
and when i say forever it means (before i get married)"
you might say, "then get out of your job!nobody is stopping you!"
thats not as easy as it looks.
if it was that easy, i would have done it.
well as of now i cant think of how im going to handle the situation, but i trust the one i serve, Jesus Christ , that He is planning something big in my life.
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