Fight to the FINISH

its hard to fight if your just weak. its run to run when you get so tired easily. this past days i found myself:

1. affected

2. jealous

3. struggling

4. confused

i though i had it all figured out, i though i was sure already then suddenly she came back, back inside my heart. she suddenly broke through the closed doors of my heart. suddenly my eyes turned at her and every time i am with her i feel so weak, i wanna hug her, hold her hand and tell her "i think your the one" yet i cant because i know this is not the perfect time to be in a relationship. every time i hear her say things about me my heart beats faster and faster, i wanna explode in joy and shout "if you only knew how i feel right now!" but i cant.

right now i see her especially when i close my eyes, just the way she cares for me makes me weak and more in love with her. i don't know if we are meant to be, but as of now "you make me weak".

you looked great today. you were so beautiful, so beautiful that i almost kissed you!...

this is makes me wanna explode, i blogged this just so i could have an outlet because its hard to keep this for myself.. man!

i pray that the end of our lives we both find our "one".