CHAOS of the TITAN

yesterday i found myself feeling something that i havent felt before in a long time. i said to myself " i was human again"(joking of course). since i started my manifesto i was never distracted, no not at all. i was so focused and determine to make my manifesto smooth sailing . but i was aiming for the unevitable. yesterday i foung myself struggling, i felt a feeling of affection for some1 dat is not not suppose to be felt yet. because i found myself enjoying the company of this someone. i felt a feeling of ownership on her part. i wanted the moment not to end, but then again it had to. i was happy i felt it not because i want to but because it showed me i was not "PERFECT" and i have my short comings. until now i feel a longingness in my heart(honestly dont know if i want it or not) but i wanna know what God wants to do in this situation of mine. im looking forward to what God is doing.

Phrase of the day:

if you dont see God , it doesnt mean he is not working.