DAD, DADDY, DADEH, DADA, DADAI, ITAY, DADDYOW, DADY JOHN

dont call me dad

if you dont want my love

if you dont like dicipline

if you dont like my advise

if you dont like being with me

its not that true at all

PARA SA LAHAT NG PUTI.

PS: wag mo icpn nak kyzza its not you.. kau lahat.. ;D

how r you john?

what seems to be the problem?

what are you feeling right now?

how can i help?

do u want me to be there?

CHAOS of the TITAN

yesterday i found myself feeling something that i havent felt before in a long time. i said to myself " i was human again"(joking of course). since i started my manifesto i was never distracted, no not at all. i was so focused and determine to make my manifesto smooth sailing . but i was aiming for the unevitable. yesterday i foung myself struggling, i felt a feeling of affection for some1 dat is not not suppose to be felt yet. because i found myself enjoying the company of this someone. i felt a feeling of ownership on her part. i wanted the moment not to end, but then again it had to. i was happy i felt it not because i want to but because it showed me i was not "PERFECT" and i have my short comings. until now i feel a longingness in my heart(honestly dont know if i want it or not) but i wanna know what God wants to do in this situation of mine. im looking forward to what God is doing.

Phrase of the day:

if you dont see God , it doesnt mean he is not working.

CATCHING A MAYA

just drop by to upload my newest renders in AUTODESK MAYA ,, man im having such fun!! well her they are enjoy . . ;D

finding your funny bone

finding happiness amids a crumbling world is really hard but God said " i will make a way for you" and he has made it. Now i think im starting to be ok . .because of a friend who just out of the blue talked to me. she made me feel its not that bad. maybe its God way of saying "HOLD ON SON, its almost over . ." im happy that it happend. life is full of surprises and thats one . haha friend i thank you what you did changed my day. ;D

you are my funny bone today. . :D

Phrase for the day:

"GOD always gives you a way out.. just dont hurry up . . :D"

THE UNKNOWN

have you experienced waking up in the morning only to find yourself thinking of nothing ,, your brain has the capacity to think yet it has nothing to process. have you experienced that day?

today was that day, i woke up and my brain is in stationary mode. i tried doing things like, reading ,my bible, praying, watching television, meditating, watching movies and texting to encourage myself and to search for things that might just be worth doing, yet in spite of all this i still found myself doing nothing. nothing inspired me to do anything i was so confused and bothered at what is happening to me. until now im in that stage. what im feeling right now is so unknown to me . this was the first time i evr felt this. i find it bothering and alarming. because im the kind of person who goes out alot(not partying or drinking) just going out, im an outgoing person.

inspite of all this i still trust God that he is their watching me. he just wants to see how i react to this situation. he is always in control. i may not see it now, but what i know is that he is in control,

i thank you for listening to my plea and taking time to read this. i hope i did not discourage you. but i just want to be real and speak my heart out.

heres a statement that i realized:

when things are not going your way

when everything tells you to stop

when your day is not that great

when u think you are alone

when no one wants to talk and listen

when you think that God is not there anymore

be still . . .

be still . . .

be still and know that he is GOD.

2 face

today i was so happy to conduct my word(sermon for some) in our lifegroup (small group of people aiming to talk about God), it was amazing that God's message was so obvious to us all yet we are unaware of it. i pray that we may grow in familiarity in the voice of the Holy Spirit and may we get to know them more.

Phrase of the day:

"God allows trials for you to know HE is all you need."

in the midst of this joy and fun, i found myself sad, because i chose to go to our lifegroup though i really wanted to go somewhere else. it was a choice i had to make and i chose to go in our LG, i did not want to disapoint my daughter(anakanakan), i did everything i can but God was not allowing we. it hurts that i know she was sad and disappointed that i did not come to her graduation, she prepared everything expecting all of us(MGA PUTI) to come and there it was, nobody came, it hurts me to know my child is hurting, i dont know what to do or say. SORRY was the only word i can say but even the most sincere SORRY wont do the job. well maybe she may read this maybe not. but i say it again im sorry.

"the greatest time for GOD to show his power is only at your WEAKEST POINT"

goodnyt Godbless :D

My day by they.

April 22, 2010

today i woke up about 7am in the morning feeling dizzy(for 2 days now). I stood up, changed clothes(did not take a bath for lack of time cuz my class is 730am) and got off to school. Im always exited to go to school cuz its an amazing subject dat i attend. my animation class is so fun(even though i dont talk to my classmates alot) . The subject itself was the fun part.

here is a sample of what i did:

well its this for now. i will try to improve. hope to meet some of my fellow animators out there.

phrase for the day: dont do things if you dont realy want to, because the essence of doing is not there. :D

THE DAY MY EARTH STOOD STILL

Today i found myself staying home even though the day was great to spend outside. I was not feeling well i was experiencing dizziness beyond what i had experience before. Beyond all this God maid me realize something and that is "God is never not in control", in every situation, every circumstances, every moment "God is in CONTROL". This is my first time to blog again and im planning to make this a daily routine in my life to keep track of where i am.


Topic for the day.
BEING TRUE TO THE LORD
April 20, 2010

Being true to the Lord is an essential part of our walk with God. Pretension can never attract God in our lives. God is never please with hypocrites, he is always pleased with people who are true. That is why God is calling us into a intimate relationship with him(no pretension, no hiding, open and true)

Why be true to the Lord?

> he knows the real you and you can never hide it from him so there is no point in pretending to be someone your not.

> opening up to God delivers you from any situation you are in, it liberates you to this world of chaos and leads you to a place of peace and satisfaction.

> it makes your relationship with God more true and intimate (people you love knows everything about you)


nevertheless being true with God opens the door to healing, deliverance and salvation. He will never fail you in every circumstance in your life. He is powerful beyond your measure or any measure you can use. If you just let God be God in your life you will experience the REAL LIFE. The life with him is the greatest decision you can ever make, i know this because i experiencing it.


to anyone who reads this, here is my message for you:
God is always there ready to help, if you just stretch out your hand to him(FAITH), HE WILL NEVER FAIL YOU.

that's all for now, i enjoyed this post and I'm looking forward for more post to come.. :D
GODBLESS :D