OFFICIALLY PROMISE FULFILLED

I am sitting at home reminiscing what happen still i cant believe that i am now a G12 member, i cant believe that the promise was fulfilled by God at the most exiting and most perfect time in my life.

It was an amazing and humbling experience to be where I am now, because I personally do not deserve where I am. Credentials wise I am suppose to be nobody but because of God's GRACE and MERCY I am where I was destined to be. But i believe this is not the end, its just the beginning of something. This is not yet my promised land, my CANAAN, this is just a stepping stone to a more bigger picture that God has planned for me.

Now I look forward even more at what God has planned for me, for he said in his word:

"That is what the Scriptures mean when they say,

“No eye has seen, no ear has heard,
and no mind has imagined
what God has prepared

for those who love him.”

Corinthians 2:9 (New Living Translation)

Now here I am in the place of undeserved GRACE and I am in awe at what God is doing in my life. I am looking ahead not planning but waiting, waiting on all the promises of God.

I close this blog by saying "God is not good because you are good but God is good because he is GOD."

i wanna blog

gusto ko magblog ksu nkaktamad . .wahahha

may 27, 2010(DAY1)

day 1: PENIEL

8am in the morning when got off. as we were riding rjay's car i suddenly felf dizzy the kind that i hate, the kind that makes me vomit and the kind that almost killed me(yuo killed). going to peniel tarlac i was so dizzy ang i tried to get ome shut eye, guess what i succeeded. i woke up when we were here(PENIEL "the place to be!") haahaha . . well after some time we(ne, jo and jorge) went to work, setting up our things(the printing things) .. and when we were all settled guess what ?? the other end of the line was not there meaning the sanctuary pipol were not online. we waited until suddenly a beep!.... and there they were it was heaven! haahaha we were starting to work, work and work some more....hhhAJHAHAH,, then the first deligates were coming and we were

2 be continued . . .

MAT DA TANA MU ATA

grabi yah ing aldong ayni ala kung asabi.

sagad katawan

sagad utak

pati pa ing PUSU rugu mesagad yapa

bat pakanyan??marok kuba gewa??edka atinjan...aku ba ing megaliwa??ninanu??

solid!!!pramis solid!!!ala ku rugung agawa amu..

bisa kung paynawa ksu bat pknyan??eku nmn pweding pabren ini eh...

GRABI!!SOLID!!

i TOUCH

my 1st time to blog via my itouch. i must admit that im in a state of pagkabana!.. hahah o well its normal n "maniglo k" hahah. well thats about it, i just dropped ny to say hi to all of you. . ;)

Godbless you all. . :D



ps: im missing someone alot.

YOUTH CAMP

this is my very own effort to invite you guys to our youthcamp this coming may 27,28,29 2010. Hope to see you all there. Godbless you all. To God be the Glory.

KA REACT REACT SA MGA IBA

AS STRAW NOT

CHARACTERIZED

first ever maya render

CASE STUDY

here are my modeled finance office of the Holy Angel University. i had alot of fun modelling this.

SELF IS H NESS

selfishness , oh watta feeling .. i never thought i would be like this.. i dont want to box her and control her life,, but something in me is afraid that im loosing my place.. ones the top proirity is now a just a little higher than everyone else.. im so selfish i dont want to be. i feel like the world is taking her away. but then again who am i??what do i possess?? i just a mere man.. cant be everything she need(just like me, she is not everything i need). this may be the glitch in the system, the thing i have to work on, the attitude that is not from God..

at the end of my journey, i know i will be victorious. i was not born to loose i was born to be the GREATEST ME, that i can be. God is always here,, here beside me.. ;D

Phrase of the day:

"God gave us freedom so we can genuinely see how great he is."

fast and the FURIOUS

who am i to you??
you tell me im valuable yet u treat me like im not there..
like i dont feel a thing ..

who am i to you??
im not being selfish
im just hurting right now..
i dont care if im over reacting ..

I NEED TO SPEAK!
or il die becuase my blood pressure is of the chart..
im irritated by the fact that you dont even know what you did..

its like nothing happend..

i wanna shout ...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

maybe i need to rest .. this is not good for my heart..

goodbye...(il be ok just give me time)

MY DEATH IS POSTPONED!

today was a great day for me i attended the church .. i did my ever so loved ministry.. i gave my all .. i went to cang's house(este houses) heheh . . i went back to ac with kyz got a big gulp of pineapple juice(that by the way spilled all over the table), got another big gulp of pineapple juice had a little chit chat and headed of home....

almost there, this was what i felt.. when suddenly something caught my eye, a commotion of some sort(that was just really nothing). Then sudden here we GO! a man entered the jeepney sat almost beside me(well there was only to passengers before the man entered, me and another guy).. i felt an awkwardness in the air a certain tension blowing.. suddenly a policeman said : "tipa ka ken(pertaining to the man that just entered)", repeatedly the policeman requested(and also commanded) the man to leave the vehicle. The man was hesitant(he was odd looking somewhat crazy) to vacate the vehicle, but after a while he obeyed the policeman, as he was about to leave he reached to his pocket and got a "balisong". Here was the moment i froze not knowing what to do. The policeman was aiming for the man and the man was still pointing his weapon to the policeman, all this time i was so afraid for the man, that he might be shot because of his stubbornness. The commotion ended when the man threw his knife and RAN!ran for his life.

A few moments later it was my stop. This is the place(Kanto ko na to). As i left the jeep tears were in my eyes for i realized " That was supposed to be DEATH ", but God the God that i serve SAVED me for my time was not yet, only HE yes only he knows whrn i will leave this earth. i will conclude this blog with a thought "If God ignored you right now, you will definitely be DEAD".

Phrase for the day:

"Only God is SOVEREIGN he is ALL POWERFUL and intimately IN LOVE with ALL OF US."

ONE GOOD DAY COMING UP!

here i am goodmorning( and i mean GOODMORNING!)hahah . i sense that my life is turning back again.. :D im beginning to feel that i everything is coming back into place. yesterday was a great dat in my life, i saw my children reconciling right in front of me.. it was filled with love(sheer love).. i saw my children beginning to be ok woth evryone..its not yet finished but im seing it happening..financialy we are recovering(THANK GOD!) and honestly im filled with the joy of the Lord and i feel so loved by THE ONE,. he never left me inpite of everything that happend to me.

today i declare will be great, will be amazing, and will never be the same! "I AM ALIVE!" and i will live like i am.. God gave me life and i will live it to the fullest . . :D im not yet there but im coming! im so exited and thrilled to walk into the world again.. the world where i live and the world where i will die..

Phrase of the day:

"you are you are. and you are who God made you to be."

IS IT ME??

i find myself today looking back on the things of the past.. on how good it was ,, on how peaceful it was.. how everything was doing great.. now a days i cant find anyrthing in my life that is going great .. and there is something happening to me that i find alarming . . a feeling of selfishness a feeling of fear of loosing someone a fear of being replaced in his life . . im afraid i feel like everything and everyone is being taken from me..

maybe its just me .. but this is how i feel now . .

im not that happy...

i want myself back..

PEACE is what i SEEK.

Goodnyt to all of you . .

Phrase of the day:

" its not about what do you its what HE has done for you."

ALONE

alone thats what i always feel now a days , why you ask?? simple because i cant hear God talking to me like before . . he was never this silent to me before. i did not understand the silence and frankly i did not appreciate it . but then just today God made me realized that God is till there even when he was silent. he was watching the very move i make, he saw the way i was hurting, he was there when i cried out, he was always there , he never left, its just he has to be silent so i can hear him even more,, so i will listen intently only to him.. God does not want you hurting or suffering sometimes you just have to feel alone so you will see that he was always there,,

Phrase of the day:

"God is always there not behind, not in front, but beside you. ALWAYS."

FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT

here i am again.. whoo i havent really been in this situation .. im honestly having a hard time with this. i am talking to God about it .. yet i still find myself having the same feeling as her's .. im speaking my heart out . God help me in this.. a part of me wants to hurry up the time so i can be with her yet another half tell me maybe its not yet her.. i dont know wat to do i want to not see her but not seeing her makes me long for her. God help me focus on you the blesser and not the blessing.

Dear God im having a hard time with this,

i know u see me up there,

i dont know if your answer is no or not yet,

but i trust that you will give me the strength to fight,

you have given everything i need to fight,

now show me how to use it and give me the courage to fight,

dont let me think that this is good, i know its not,

beyond all of this God i thank you Lord i love you,

after all this, when this is over i will turn back,

and watch what you have done,

i will see only your glory Lord.

Phrase for the day:

" the right thing at the wrong time is still the wrong thing."