Something Different

Verse 1:  

Desperate for changing 

Starving for truth 

I'm closer to where I started 

chasing after you 

Chorus:  

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held on to 

I'm standing here until you make me move 

I'm hanging by a moment here with you  

Verse 2:  

Forgetting all I'm lacking 

Completely incomplete 

I'll take your invitation 

You take all of me now  

Chorus: 

I'm falling even more in love with you 

Letting go of all I've held on to 

I'm standing here until you make me move 

I'm hanging by a moment here with you  

I'm living for the only thing I know 

I'm running and I quite sure where to go 

And I don't know what I'm tapping into 

Just hanging by a moment here with you  

Bridge:                            

There's nothing else to lose 

There's nothing else to find 

There's nothing in the world                       

That can change my mind 

There is nothing else

 There is nothing else 

There is nothing else  

Desperate for changing 

Starving for truth 

I'm closer to where I started 

I'm chasing after you  

I'm falling even more in love with you 

Letting go of all I've held on to

I'm standing here until you make me move 

I'm hanging by a moment here with you  

I'm living for the only thing I know 

I'm running and I question where to go

And I don't know what I'm tapping into 

Just hanging by a moment here with you  

Outro:

Just hanging by a moment 

Hanging by a moment 

Hanging by a moment 

Hanging by a moment here with you

looking at the lyrics of this song, the first thing that comes to our mind is "this is a song dedicated to a special girl/love one"

but looking at it more deeply i realized that its a story of someone so fed up of a mediocre life, of being like everyone else.

then he searches for it and when he found it he never wanted to let it go and he grows more in love.

then it hit me its a man struggling to find a love only God could give and when he found it he never wanted it to end, and he grows more in love as time passes by.

LOVE SHAKES

i wanna sleep but i am so overwhelmed by the GREATNESS of God's UNFAILING LOVE.

the words in my head cant stop praising the King and Savior of my life, so here it goes, this is me giving it all to him.

if God's love is imeasurable,

then it cant be compared with any other love.

if God's love is endless,

then it will surely not fail.

if God's love is limitless,

then it can never be fully comprehended.

God's love is immeasurable,

it is endless,

it is LIMITLESS.

"The GREATNESS OF GOD

is not measured by the miracles he did,

but by the love he showed

in the cross of salvation."

MATTER MATTERS

there are laws of matter, but one in particular given to me in a deeper sense. Cant remember if its 1st, 2nd or 3rd, but here it is.

LAW OF MATTER:

2 MATTER cannot occupy the
SAME PLACE at the
SAME TIME.
...

then God told me i never expected that would come out of this law. Its because science and faith, most of the time contradict, but God proved once again that he brings unity where there is chaos.

When the realization came to me i was stunned and amazed at how God is concerned about what is in your heart rather than what comes out of your mouth.

i truly believe that God is not after how many words you spoke in prayer, but how much desire you have in your heart to seek him more.

Going back to the "law of matter", just imagine that the "same space" part is your heart and the "2 matters" are 2 things you value. Now its impossible to put 2 things in your heart at the same time(metaphorically speaking). So God asks you with this heart pounding question...

"if two matter cannot occupy

the SAME PLACE at

the SAME TIME,

then WHAT MATTERS MOST??"

God is making us realized what really matters,

and he showed it by dying on that cross.

"what matters most is how many hour,seconds,days,weeks or years you spent in your life,

but, how many lives have you touched."

a constant feeling of emptiness

have you ever encountered once in your life a feeling of emptiness??a feeling that you cant seem to answer, a feeling that you dont have any idea how to solve??

well, i got one right now.. ive been feeling this about .... maybe 2 months after my first day at work.. i had this constant feeling that im not in my proper place, a feeling that im doing something that i think i should be doing??are you still with me??well i thought i already passed this stage/phase in my life ... but all of sudden it started coming back to me.. i started seeing things in that point of view again.. and i feel emptiness in my heart because i have no answer for it.. not even my brightest mind can think or reason out of this...

and maybe your wondering what is that question that is bothering me..

well here it goes.

"i feel like im not suppose to have this job.

yet i cant get out of it because no one is going to replace me.

yet i dont want to live my life with this job forever,

and when i say forever it means (before i get married)"

you might say, "then get out of your job!nobody is stopping you!"

thats not as easy as it looks.

if it was that easy, i would have done it.

well as of now i cant think of how im going to handle the situation, but i trust the one i serve, Jesus Christ , that He is planning something big in my life.

the power of the Father's love

God can do it by himself,

but it brings him joy to do things with his children.

thats why God cant help but be with you all the time.

bottom-line, its not about the work getting done,

but about the relationship growing.

[WORSHIP]

what is worship?

is it when you are silently raising your hand and singing worship songs?

is it when you shout your heart out?

is it jumping out of joy?

i think worship is not as simple as that. just now(im in our church) i felt the burden to blog, i wanna share something about worship that i have known for the longest time its the most essence of worship for me.

worship for me is: "when the reason you wake up is God, its when everything you do or have cannot even amount to the sweet presence of God"

worship is more than an experience, worship is a growing relationship with our Savior, our King, our Father, Redeemer and personally our Friend(the only one who can really understand us). i dont know about you but for me everyday is worship, every waking moment is worship and every time we stand and endure is worship.

i just recently felt that im really back. that my relationship with God is back on track. For me my relationship with God is my greatest treasure, and this treasure will never be stolen.

and with this i encourage you to come and have a rich relationship with our Savior Jesus Christ.

SLEEP, WORK, SCHOOL

MAN! i fell so tired and sleepy na yet i cant even close my eyes for a while because i really have to finish this nah(thesis).. im happy and excited.. but i feel so tired nah .. konti nlng toh .. Wednesday will be the judgement day(Oral Defense) after that im a free man again. after this im planning to get a long vacation( in my mind) hahah .. im planning to go out(mall and eat a lot and drink alot of pineapple and watch movies! and maybe get my hair rebonded) i have a lot of plans i just hope i have the finances to back it up.. haahahah o well time and time again i have experienced God's provision and favor so im not worrid at all.. i know at the end of this i will be victorious... :D

To our Adviser Ms. Everly Chua i thank you for parting us with your knowledge, for handling us the best way you can and making us feel that we are secured in your guidance.

To my thesis mates i thank you for the support understanding and consideration that you have graced me with, i thank you all! My prayer that the lesson we learn in our project will not just stay as a lesson but will also affect our lives in a manner that pleases the Lord. i know deep in my heart that you too feel that sometimes we sacrifices God just for our lives to be ore convenient.

To my WILDfire family i thank you for your prayers, encouragement and love, in your simple ways i find myself having strength and power to go on and move forward.

To everyone, God bless us all!To God be the Glory!:D